I'm getting there...
I've been feeling slighty better as the day goes on. Wrote a letter of appeal to the Uni Adminstration to omit the penalty fees if possible.The thing is the tax invoice came really late and i don't forsee why do I have to for that amount of fees.
VN, DK and Tomas have been really a bunch of supporting pals. They know and understand the shi* i'm going through and really thankful for that. I felt almost to the stage that I can't breathe anymore especially when bad shi*s happened all at once. I know I'll get over with that.
Special mentioned goes to Martin.S from Israel: Without his advice, I'll probably not know what to do next. His lengthy emails touched my heart and he "begs" me to be the way I am coz' he know I do care a lot about other people. Simply, he wishes that I'll not change to be a different person just all because of the some craps going on. I did teared a little yesterday....feeling sorry for myself for a sec. But, I'll be stronger than ever. Took back my tears eventually.
I'm that kind of person who gives a lot and not asking any favours in return. In fact, it doesn't really matter to me as I don't really mind or bothered. What can I say, this is just me.
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Monday, March 29, 2004
I'm lost, hurt,angry, emotionally depressed.
My day takes on a total toll of turmoil, torture and a depressed heart.
I've never felt so down to the lowest point and I've been trying constantly to pick myself up.
Meeting more and more bad eggs in my life. When are they gonna ever end? IF only they can start using their brains to think rather than their balls. Maybe I'm too nice, too kind-hearted and sets an easy target for the dudes. I'm sick and tired of meeting such dudes and I hope and pray that it will all come to an end eventually.
Scenerio 1:Being a friend of V, he even lied to me that he's married and that engagment ring was bought by his mother as claimed.Wtf does he want to lie about his status?Is that so shamless to tell others that you are actually married?
Scenerio 2: Whenever I'm beginning to put on a trust to build up a friendship with a dude, it will somehow get diverted to something else....it doesn't happen once.
What is the meaning of true love? Maybe in this millenium, it doesn't exists anymore.
Whenever I work in the senior citizen's centre, patients tell me how they met their partners and how they keep their relationships to the strongest point each day makes me envy of them. How many couples can do that nowadays? Pardon me, my mindset still lives very much in the traditional manner. I believe, some things are best left in a traditional way.
Perhaps, I should start focusing mainly on helping my patients. I guess life would be a lot easier for me and patients are happy.
Uni has charged me extra 130 bucks for penalty fees which I have not even got the slightest clue how it happen. Couldn't find that damn receipt which i've paid my school fees earlier on.Things are certainly not going on too well.
Glad VN is there for me......... *hugs* to her and KH.
My day takes on a total toll of turmoil, torture and a depressed heart.
I've never felt so down to the lowest point and I've been trying constantly to pick myself up.
Meeting more and more bad eggs in my life. When are they gonna ever end? IF only they can start using their brains to think rather than their balls. Maybe I'm too nice, too kind-hearted and sets an easy target for the dudes. I'm sick and tired of meeting such dudes and I hope and pray that it will all come to an end eventually.
Scenerio 1:Being a friend of V, he even lied to me that he's married and that engagment ring was bought by his mother as claimed.Wtf does he want to lie about his status?Is that so shamless to tell others that you are actually married?
Scenerio 2: Whenever I'm beginning to put on a trust to build up a friendship with a dude, it will somehow get diverted to something else....it doesn't happen once.
What is the meaning of true love? Maybe in this millenium, it doesn't exists anymore.
Whenever I work in the senior citizen's centre, patients tell me how they met their partners and how they keep their relationships to the strongest point each day makes me envy of them. How many couples can do that nowadays? Pardon me, my mindset still lives very much in the traditional manner. I believe, some things are best left in a traditional way.
Perhaps, I should start focusing mainly on helping my patients. I guess life would be a lot easier for me and patients are happy.
Uni has charged me extra 130 bucks for penalty fees which I have not even got the slightest clue how it happen. Couldn't find that damn receipt which i've paid my school fees earlier on.Things are certainly not going on too well.
Glad VN is there for me......... *hugs* to her and KH.
Sunday, March 28, 2004
My HTML still suxs as ever.Wish I can have more time to learn about HTML.Spent my whole Friday/Saturday doing tutorials and catching up with school work.Suppose to go down to Metro Nightclub on Saturday night but Christine couldn't make it. So we plan to meet up sometime later. It's sad to hear from Chris that she's leaving for Melbourne this July and even though I hardly know her at all.
Otherwise, I have been spending some time on my virtualtourist pages and Rea from Budapest msged me! We had such a great time yakking nonstop on MSN.
www.virtualtourist.com (check out my nick "FootFetish') has yet become another of my gateway plus a great place to meet friends all over the world. This is the place where I'll put up pics and tips of the places I've been.Takes up lot of time and effort to build up pages especially when i;m using a dial up. Sharing one's cultures and getting to know one's ethnicity have been my interest and hopefully, I wish to go Egypt next year with Mom. Chatted with Fred from France earlier on....he told me his g.f's mom just passed away from cancer 2 weeks ago :O(
More postcards start rolling in from Netherlands and Malaysia .All are from VT members. So sweet of them!Makes me feel like I'll never be left alone in this world.
My mobile phone didn't ring for the whole day on Saturday *sign* ......guess i'll hit the books for now. Will be catching Secret Garden Concert later at Perth Concert Hall (with myself of course!).
Otherwise, I have been spending some time on my virtualtourist pages and Rea from Budapest msged me! We had such a great time yakking nonstop on MSN.
www.virtualtourist.com (check out my nick "FootFetish') has yet become another of my gateway plus a great place to meet friends all over the world. This is the place where I'll put up pics and tips of the places I've been.Takes up lot of time and effort to build up pages especially when i;m using a dial up. Sharing one's cultures and getting to know one's ethnicity have been my interest and hopefully, I wish to go Egypt next year with Mom. Chatted with Fred from France earlier on....he told me his g.f's mom just passed away from cancer 2 weeks ago :O(
More postcards start rolling in from Netherlands and Malaysia .All are from VT members. So sweet of them!Makes me feel like I'll never be left alone in this world.
My mobile phone didn't ring for the whole day on Saturday *sign* ......guess i'll hit the books for now. Will be catching Secret Garden Concert later at Perth Concert Hall (with myself of course!).
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Friday, March 26, 2004
Clinics have been running smoothly and glad patients like me :O) One patient even wants me to come over her place to taste her Persian cooking.She's such a lovely lady indeed. Otherwise, life has been treating me well. No complains though and no doubt I'm rather busy during the week.I believe there is a time to play, a time to work.
Went down to Paramount for a Mambo nightout session which was organised by 3 universities. Not bad a crowd and boy i had so much fun. Got to know more SQ trainee dudes and indeed, it has been quite a while since i last attended Mambo nightout. D was an awesome person and he was literally my dancing partner for the night! Very gentleman of him to ensure that i left for home with my friends. J was a on a little high side but with his huggings on me makes me feel like asking for more.*sigh* Chatted with CK for a while and met D, AY and J. S got picked up by this lady in hot red sexy dress.So i guess lady luck is standing on his side then. My g.f, E was taken by my SilkAir dude fren,R. The funny thing is when she asked if anyone is interested in the last ticket to mambo and yet she claimed R is not coming at all. Anyhow, R came in the end.Why am i not surprise? :P
too tired to update more....
Went down to Paramount for a Mambo nightout session which was organised by 3 universities. Not bad a crowd and boy i had so much fun. Got to know more SQ trainee dudes and indeed, it has been quite a while since i last attended Mambo nightout. D was an awesome person and he was literally my dancing partner for the night! Very gentleman of him to ensure that i left for home with my friends. J was a on a little high side but with his huggings on me makes me feel like asking for more.*sigh* Chatted with CK for a while and met D, AY and J. S got picked up by this lady in hot red sexy dress.So i guess lady luck is standing on his side then. My g.f, E was taken by my SilkAir dude fren,R. The funny thing is when she asked if anyone is interested in the last ticket to mambo and yet she claimed R is not coming at all. Anyhow, R came in the end.Why am i not surprise? :P
too tired to update more....
Thursday, March 18, 2004
Temperatures will be soaring up high in Perth again starting this weekend! Time to hit down the beach in my skimpy bikinis. *lol*
I've been doing some reflective thinking on myself lately such as what have i achieved, why am I doing this and that and so on.
There are 2 greatest regrets in my life: one is not being able to see my grandparents even before I was born and the other is not having to do well in my O-levels (coz' mom was sick).
Back to reflective thinking, I never thought that I am capable of obtaining 2 Science degrees myself. Hard work and great efforts have been constantly pumped in during the course of studys and certainly, it's sweet to see the end results of my fruit of labour.The other reason which I'm doing this because it's for the sake of my children. Despite the fact that I'm not married or having a boyfriend, no one can predict what the future would be like for anyone. Ultimately, I would love to leave a legacy for my children and their children and so on.The motto is: Never look down upon for who you are, and what matters most is having respect on yourself.
I thank my parents who brought me up imparting their understandings on life, teaching me the art of religion, having to respect someone in regardless they are being labelled good or bad characters.
My missions to be accomplished:
1) Bringing Podiatry Services into South East Asia
2) Sponsoring footwear to poor kids in SEA countries
3) Becoming an Orthopodiatric Surgeon
4) Set up my own private foot clinic
5) Sponsoring a child through World Vision
I've been doing some reflective thinking on myself lately such as what have i achieved, why am I doing this and that and so on.
There are 2 greatest regrets in my life: one is not being able to see my grandparents even before I was born and the other is not having to do well in my O-levels (coz' mom was sick).
Back to reflective thinking, I never thought that I am capable of obtaining 2 Science degrees myself. Hard work and great efforts have been constantly pumped in during the course of studys and certainly, it's sweet to see the end results of my fruit of labour.The other reason which I'm doing this because it's for the sake of my children. Despite the fact that I'm not married or having a boyfriend, no one can predict what the future would be like for anyone. Ultimately, I would love to leave a legacy for my children and their children and so on.The motto is: Never look down upon for who you are, and what matters most is having respect on yourself.
I thank my parents who brought me up imparting their understandings on life, teaching me the art of religion, having to respect someone in regardless they are being labelled good or bad characters.
My missions to be accomplished:
1) Bringing Podiatry Services into South East Asia
2) Sponsoring footwear to poor kids in SEA countries
3) Becoming an Orthopodiatric Surgeon
4) Set up my own private foot clinic
5) Sponsoring a child through World Vision
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Yo Blogger,
Today's clinic session at the CB senior citizens centre has been good. It's funny how I always got asked by the same type of questions by the oldies in particular every Wednesday afternoon.
Top 3 Questions:
1) "So love, where do you come from?"
2)" Are your family here in Australia?"
3)" Are you married? How can you not have a boyfriend for such a pretty lady like you?"
Uhm...the oldies are generally nice people to get along with. Sometime, the husband will take the wife along or vice versa for their consultation. I mean, isn't that's what true love is all about. Staying and taking care of each other till they get old. This is all I;m asking from my "future" partner.
Hearing their courtship stories always make me envy of them. *sign* What am I rumbling now? Hate the idea of being desperate too.
Oh, one of the patients is soo nice to me! She invited me to have lunch over at her place!Whee! Think she's gonna make some Persian food!:O)
Today's clinic session at the CB senior citizens centre has been good. It's funny how I always got asked by the same type of questions by the oldies in particular every Wednesday afternoon.
Top 3 Questions:
1) "So love, where do you come from?"
2)" Are your family here in Australia?"
3)" Are you married? How can you not have a boyfriend for such a pretty lady like you?"
Uhm...the oldies are generally nice people to get along with. Sometime, the husband will take the wife along or vice versa for their consultation. I mean, isn't that's what true love is all about. Staying and taking care of each other till they get old. This is all I;m asking from my "future" partner.
Hearing their courtship stories always make me envy of them. *sign* What am I rumbling now? Hate the idea of being desperate too.
Oh, one of the patients is soo nice to me! She invited me to have lunch over at her place!Whee! Think she's gonna make some Persian food!:O)
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Dear Bloggie,
I've got headaches again with neck stiffness........:O( Pop 2 tabs of panandols straight into my mouth the first thing in the morning. It is one of those pain which I don't think I can stand it for more than 3 secs.What's wrong with me? Why do I keep getting such headaches? Seen the physio, GP, acupuncture, heat therapy, exercises doesn't help to improve the situation. I don't think I'm suffering from any stress. My life is just seems busy and that's about it.
Talked a lot with my housemate, Charles last night. He's worried that I'm not getting any boyfriends! *lol* He actually gave me lots of advice from the men's point of views and to think that he is behaving like a man for the first time. BTW, he's only 21 this year. He said I'll be hopeless by the age of 30 if there's still isn't any signs of men coming after me. What the??
Waiting for Bob now to come and pick up my car.
I need to start on those bloody assignments soon!
I've got headaches again with neck stiffness........:O( Pop 2 tabs of panandols straight into my mouth the first thing in the morning. It is one of those pain which I don't think I can stand it for more than 3 secs.What's wrong with me? Why do I keep getting such headaches? Seen the physio, GP, acupuncture, heat therapy, exercises doesn't help to improve the situation. I don't think I'm suffering from any stress. My life is just seems busy and that's about it.
Talked a lot with my housemate, Charles last night. He's worried that I'm not getting any boyfriends! *lol* He actually gave me lots of advice from the men's point of views and to think that he is behaving like a man for the first time. BTW, he's only 21 this year. He said I'll be hopeless by the age of 30 if there's still isn't any signs of men coming after me. What the??
Waiting for Bob now to come and pick up my car.
I need to start on those bloody assignments soon!
Monday, March 15, 2004
Dear bloggie,
I have been really caught up with work so much so that I feel that I've got hardly any space to breathe. Started my 2nd uni degree in Nursing 2 weeks ago and not sure why I am keep proscrastinating to commence my tonnes of assignments. Tell me about it, I've actually calculated there are roughly about 10 pieces of work waiting for me. Not happy.
On the other hand, I'm embarking on my new career as a podiatrist. At the moment, I'm be running 3 private clinics part time and eventually goes into full time practice after graduation. Monday is at Victoria Podiatry and the boss, C is also a clinical supervisor at Curtin Podiatry.Wednesday is at Canning Bridge Senior Citizen's Club and Thurs morning's at First Feet along Canning H'way. It sounds as if I'm having mad weekdays schedule but I'm keeping my cool. Certainly I'm willing to take on the new challenge and looking forward to the end of road of study and earning a full time decent salary.
If I'm not at the clinics, I'll be at the Uni attending classes.
Anyway, can't write up for much now....gonna head off to library before I start my clinical sessions in the afternoon.
I have been really caught up with work so much so that I feel that I've got hardly any space to breathe. Started my 2nd uni degree in Nursing 2 weeks ago and not sure why I am keep proscrastinating to commence my tonnes of assignments. Tell me about it, I've actually calculated there are roughly about 10 pieces of work waiting for me. Not happy.
On the other hand, I'm embarking on my new career as a podiatrist. At the moment, I'm be running 3 private clinics part time and eventually goes into full time practice after graduation. Monday is at Victoria Podiatry and the boss, C is also a clinical supervisor at Curtin Podiatry.Wednesday is at Canning Bridge Senior Citizen's Club and Thurs morning's at First Feet along Canning H'way. It sounds as if I'm having mad weekdays schedule but I'm keeping my cool. Certainly I'm willing to take on the new challenge and looking forward to the end of road of study and earning a full time decent salary.
If I'm not at the clinics, I'll be at the Uni attending classes.
Anyway, can't write up for much now....gonna head off to library before I start my clinical sessions in the afternoon.
Sunday, March 07, 2004
"SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE!!"
It was an excellent birthday party at my house yesterday. Thanks to Freda who volunteered to cook all the dishes and Aaaron +Bobby +Edna bought for me the most yummy delicious ice-cream chocolate cake. My housemates Charles and Rike who have helped to keep the place and tidy and helping me to make this party a possible one. Philip who decided to swap his house warming invitation to next week so that he can attend my party yesterday. Even though there were only less than 20 peeps of us, we're certainly having a great time!
SQ boys gave me a surprise visit at the door! Wheeeeee! A bottle of red wine!BURP* So i guess it was good for them to mingle with the crowds coz' they are always constantly flying at different schedules or stuck at the hostel.
Freda suggested that we should go clubbing that night. It wasn't planned prior the party. Stef didn't wanna come along so it's just me , Edna , Anthony and Freda.
Went to the Church Nightclub and got wild there for 2 hours before we switched to Metro R&B superclub. Supposed to meet GN there and apparently he was pissed (from what i gathered from his mates) and headed home early.Duh* Anyhow, I still do enjoy the rest of the nights with fellow friends. Sathish bought me a Bacardi 151 which almost kmocks me off straight. Thank goodness I was still very much alive. After that was burbeon coke and Vodkha redbull.Lance bought me a illusion shaker without those nit cups. Sheesh*
Generally, it was one of the best clubbing nights I've ever had!!
Right now, I'm just chilling the rest of my day at home. Hate the idea of staying at home on my b'day. Think I should catch a movie myself..........:O(
It was an excellent birthday party at my house yesterday. Thanks to Freda who volunteered to cook all the dishes and Aaaron +Bobby +Edna bought for me the most yummy delicious ice-cream chocolate cake. My housemates Charles and Rike who have helped to keep the place and tidy and helping me to make this party a possible one. Philip who decided to swap his house warming invitation to next week so that he can attend my party yesterday. Even though there were only less than 20 peeps of us, we're certainly having a great time!
SQ boys gave me a surprise visit at the door! Wheeeeee! A bottle of red wine!BURP* So i guess it was good for them to mingle with the crowds coz' they are always constantly flying at different schedules or stuck at the hostel.
Freda suggested that we should go clubbing that night. It wasn't planned prior the party. Stef didn't wanna come along so it's just me , Edna , Anthony and Freda.
Went to the Church Nightclub and got wild there for 2 hours before we switched to Metro R&B superclub. Supposed to meet GN there and apparently he was pissed (from what i gathered from his mates) and headed home early.Duh* Anyhow, I still do enjoy the rest of the nights with fellow friends. Sathish bought me a Bacardi 151 which almost kmocks me off straight. Thank goodness I was still very much alive. After that was burbeon coke and Vodkha redbull.Lance bought me a illusion shaker without those nit cups. Sheesh*
Generally, it was one of the best clubbing nights I've ever had!!
Right now, I'm just chilling the rest of my day at home. Hate the idea of staying at home on my b'day. Think I should catch a movie myself..........:O(
Saturday, March 06, 2004
Bloggie,
My housemate decided to throw me a mini party later this evening. I think it's a good idea to hold it on saturday so that my catholic/christians pals will not miss their services/masses tomorrow morning too.well, how considerate I am!*grins* The fact is that my actual birthday is tomorrow! And i'll not be doing anything at all. Probably will have a quiet one this year.
No mails were received yesterday in my mailbox. Not even any surprises :O(
My housemate decided to throw me a mini party later this evening. I think it's a good idea to hold it on saturday so that my catholic/christians pals will not miss their services/masses tomorrow morning too.well, how considerate I am!*grins* The fact is that my actual birthday is tomorrow! And i'll not be doing anything at all. Probably will have a quiet one this year.
No mails were received yesterday in my mailbox. Not even any surprises :O(
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
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i'm a The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth
CONSIDER: The Loverboy
i'm a The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth
CONSIDER: The Loverboy
Bloggie,
I've been busy like hell for the past few weeks.
Firstly, mom came over to Perth for 5 days.It was good that mom came over coz I missed her cooking! Plus, I gotta work and showing her around stuff like this. Mom and i had our very own karaoke and shopping sessions. Wish mom is here permanently! :P
The graduation ceremony was held at the Curtin Forum (open space) and ended with enchanting fireworks finale . Can't believe how time files as i began to recall my first day at the uni and being the one and only Asian in class.How daunting!
Anyway, my 2nd degree just got started yesterday. The timetable was in a mess.Tourism managment lectures clashed with nursing research. Didn't know I had to attend tutorial.Missed my orientation day. Uhmm..that's bad enough.
What worst, went to immigration office last Mon and I waited approximately one and a half hours just to get the VISA renewed. SOB* I've never felt so "stoned" before.
More podiatry jobs start rolling in. Most likely will be working a few hours here and there making my weekdays packed to the brim. Then again, it's only a few hours work and so, not really packed :P hurhur!
Countdown to my b'day: 4 more days to go! Whee....I missed celebrating it in SG actually :O(
Wonder if I'll get any surprises at all.......
I've been busy like hell for the past few weeks.
Firstly, mom came over to Perth for 5 days.It was good that mom came over coz I missed her cooking! Plus, I gotta work and showing her around stuff like this. Mom and i had our very own karaoke and shopping sessions. Wish mom is here permanently! :P
The graduation ceremony was held at the Curtin Forum (open space) and ended with enchanting fireworks finale . Can't believe how time files as i began to recall my first day at the uni and being the one and only Asian in class.How daunting!
Anyway, my 2nd degree just got started yesterday. The timetable was in a mess.Tourism managment lectures clashed with nursing research. Didn't know I had to attend tutorial.Missed my orientation day. Uhmm..that's bad enough.
What worst, went to immigration office last Mon and I waited approximately one and a half hours just to get the VISA renewed. SOB* I've never felt so "stoned" before.
More podiatry jobs start rolling in. Most likely will be working a few hours here and there making my weekdays packed to the brim. Then again, it's only a few hours work and so, not really packed :P hurhur!
Countdown to my b'day: 4 more days to go! Whee....I missed celebrating it in SG actually :O(
Wonder if I'll get any surprises at all.......
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