Focus
J didn't called......I'm disappointed or maybe I should not expect too much from him.He's just a tourist and going back to Ireland in Nov. Guess it's about time to forget and let it go.
*sniff*
Went to Hip-E club last night with Zhen.Chris' pigged out. I knew I had to get out of the house coz' I was figeting in front of the computer while typing my assignment. It is such a dread indeed. I went to pick up Zhen and guess what? Saw a couple of SQ dudes there. This time it was Terence, Sam and Sunil. Sure Sunil was hitting on Zhen right away with dozens of conversations at the start. While the rest of us just entertained ourselves and do people watching. Then, T suggested Sunil to send Zhen home while I sent the guys to my place.Morever, I need to go off early to pump some petol for early work the next morning. And also, the 24 hr petrol station wasn't on the way to Zhen's house. After all, T thought it would be nice for both of them to talk a bit more and get to know each other too.*lol*
Time to get focus on my assignment......arrghh*
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Monday, April 26, 2004
Wish Love can be like a diamond that lasts forever
I had a busy and fantastic time over the last weekend. I had BBQ last Friday at Chris's place and met up with Zhen @bottle shop to purchase some booze. Too bad I didn't stay for too long coz' I had to attend palliative care placement over the weekends.This meant I gotta wake up early and drove all the way to Shenton park cottage hospice.
After attending the placement on Saturday, Yulia rang and she wanted to bring me to Sparrows- the indonesian resturant where she works as a part time waitress. Picked up Lilly- Yulia's classmate and all of us enjoyed the meals there.Oh! And finally, I managed to drink chin Chow! Wheee@ It's been such a long time ..........haha.
Zhen msged me later that night saying that the irish dude, J and korean guy ( I always call him Mr kim Chee or T) invited us for a drink. So Zhen told them to meet at Cheers bar and we got a drink there. Managed to chat up with J a fair bit and afterwards, he suggested to check out another pub just down the road which has a "live" band. So we headed down to the pub and J was always so sweet and not forgetting to buy me drinks. On the lighter note, I insisted I pay for the next one :) Just the gentlewoman side of me.
J and myself chatted about families, jobs, travels, his homestay in Perth, drinks, music.......and i felt all of a sudden, I wish i had more time to yak with him. And I know he's been hinting on me by saying to me I'm really sweet , if he dances and he has to take me along, he wished he could go to Margaret river with me instead with his friends. And eventually, just before we finished our last drink and pub closing, he took a long long long time to hold my hand. While Z and T were somewhere out there, and J and myself standing outside the pub while he held my hand. And the next thing is he looked into my eyes and asking my permission to plant a kiss onto my lips. He was so gentle with me.....and the next thing I told him was don't even think about taking advantage of me. He was rather mad with me after I said this. He claimed and repeated twice telling me not to think it in such way. He replied I was really sweet and because of my gentle character and personality which he liked it alot.
ME:" Beauty doesn't last for years"
J:" But it is the characters of the person that will never change for years"
ME:" Look at my pimples"
J:" you care too much about your looks and all I like is to look into your big brown eyes"
ME:" Sometimes I wish Love can be like a diamond that lasts forever."
(while J adjusting my diamond pendant and silver chain)
J:" that (diamond) is really nice but you seems to be a little sad which I don't know what is it."
Saddness almost hit onto me because it just reminded me of some jerks out there trying to destroy my life.
J again stated all he wanted is to kiss and hug me.
ME:" Can you take me to Ireland in your suitcase?"
J: " cannot because you are too tall for my suitcase but free accomodation and beers!"
We walked, stopped, kissed and hugged ........till we reached Zhen's car.
I had a busy and fantastic time over the last weekend. I had BBQ last Friday at Chris's place and met up with Zhen @bottle shop to purchase some booze. Too bad I didn't stay for too long coz' I had to attend palliative care placement over the weekends.This meant I gotta wake up early and drove all the way to Shenton park cottage hospice.
After attending the placement on Saturday, Yulia rang and she wanted to bring me to Sparrows- the indonesian resturant where she works as a part time waitress. Picked up Lilly- Yulia's classmate and all of us enjoyed the meals there.Oh! And finally, I managed to drink chin Chow! Wheee@ It's been such a long time ..........haha.
Zhen msged me later that night saying that the irish dude, J and korean guy ( I always call him Mr kim Chee or T) invited us for a drink. So Zhen told them to meet at Cheers bar and we got a drink there. Managed to chat up with J a fair bit and afterwards, he suggested to check out another pub just down the road which has a "live" band. So we headed down to the pub and J was always so sweet and not forgetting to buy me drinks. On the lighter note, I insisted I pay for the next one :) Just the gentlewoman side of me.
J and myself chatted about families, jobs, travels, his homestay in Perth, drinks, music.......and i felt all of a sudden, I wish i had more time to yak with him. And I know he's been hinting on me by saying to me I'm really sweet , if he dances and he has to take me along, he wished he could go to Margaret river with me instead with his friends. And eventually, just before we finished our last drink and pub closing, he took a long long long time to hold my hand. While Z and T were somewhere out there, and J and myself standing outside the pub while he held my hand. And the next thing is he looked into my eyes and asking my permission to plant a kiss onto my lips. He was so gentle with me.....and the next thing I told him was don't even think about taking advantage of me. He was rather mad with me after I said this. He claimed and repeated twice telling me not to think it in such way. He replied I was really sweet and because of my gentle character and personality which he liked it alot.
ME:" Beauty doesn't last for years"
J:" But it is the characters of the person that will never change for years"
ME:" Look at my pimples"
J:" you care too much about your looks and all I like is to look into your big brown eyes"
ME:" Sometimes I wish Love can be like a diamond that lasts forever."
(while J adjusting my diamond pendant and silver chain)
J:" that (diamond) is really nice but you seems to be a little sad which I don't know what is it."
Saddness almost hit onto me because it just reminded me of some jerks out there trying to destroy my life.
J again stated all he wanted is to kiss and hug me.
ME:" Can you take me to Ireland in your suitcase?"
J: " cannot because you are too tall for my suitcase but free accomodation and beers!"
We walked, stopped, kissed and hugged ........till we reached Zhen's car.
Friday, April 23, 2004
Feeling tired
Something to blog on just before I go to sleep.
Got too busy recently and hardly had any time to do exercises! Eeks! No good!
Over the weekend, I've been rather disciplined to stay at home and do my assignment. Thank goodness coming to an end. Went to Riverview last Sun and had Nando and a good catch up session with Yulia. She's going to bring me to Sparrows indoesian resturant this Saturday!(what's more, she works there part time too).
I've been running to and fro from the migration office. Finally got all the paper work sorta out and paid a huge amount of money....*hope it's worth it in the end.
Have been working extremely hard....seeing a lot more patients and that is a good thing. I hate to play the waiting game for patients to arrive.
Went down to Hip-e club last Tue and met a few Sq dudes there. Chris and Zhen were the ones who brought me there and Zhen was the designated driver that night. Together, we got into a chat with these Korean dudes who are here learning English. Tim, who is the more outspoken Korean dude, is more daring in his conversation despite the fact he speaks a little broken English. And he's such a cutie and tried to get Zhen to write her mobile number on his multi rider card ( discounted fare cards on trains and buses for students). And there is this Irish guy called James and he's another very quiet and shy boy. Guess it took me a while plus a few shooter before I went to say hi to him. Apparently he lives with oneof the korean dudes . So we chatted a little and he simply refused to dance even with Chris's invitation. Anyway, we continued to chat and he does Waltz dance....i like the way he said this:" you know, you are really sweet, and if u come to ireland with me and dance waltz, very nice. Your height is good for waltz partner for me. " I told him that it would be so embrassed if I kept stepping on his toes. And yet, he returned with this sweet reply:" i don't care if you step on me for 40 times, that is fine."
We gave each other a peck before i headed for my cinderella time (coz i gotta work the next day) and a big huggie..orrr!!
I got his email and the fact is......that email doesn't work. *sigh*
The following night, met up with Zhen, Christ and her 2 g.fs for thai buffet @Hyatt. Of course, i ate like a pig as usual. Hate to feel sorry for my stomach.
Think it's getting really late now.....need to sleep..more later..
Full clinic battle onz tomorrow!Wheee!
Something to blog on just before I go to sleep.
Got too busy recently and hardly had any time to do exercises! Eeks! No good!
Over the weekend, I've been rather disciplined to stay at home and do my assignment. Thank goodness coming to an end. Went to Riverview last Sun and had Nando and a good catch up session with Yulia. She's going to bring me to Sparrows indoesian resturant this Saturday!(what's more, she works there part time too).
I've been running to and fro from the migration office. Finally got all the paper work sorta out and paid a huge amount of money....*hope it's worth it in the end.
Have been working extremely hard....seeing a lot more patients and that is a good thing. I hate to play the waiting game for patients to arrive.
Went down to Hip-e club last Tue and met a few Sq dudes there. Chris and Zhen were the ones who brought me there and Zhen was the designated driver that night. Together, we got into a chat with these Korean dudes who are here learning English. Tim, who is the more outspoken Korean dude, is more daring in his conversation despite the fact he speaks a little broken English. And he's such a cutie and tried to get Zhen to write her mobile number on his multi rider card ( discounted fare cards on trains and buses for students). And there is this Irish guy called James and he's another very quiet and shy boy. Guess it took me a while plus a few shooter before I went to say hi to him. Apparently he lives with oneof the korean dudes . So we chatted a little and he simply refused to dance even with Chris's invitation. Anyway, we continued to chat and he does Waltz dance....i like the way he said this:" you know, you are really sweet, and if u come to ireland with me and dance waltz, very nice. Your height is good for waltz partner for me. " I told him that it would be so embrassed if I kept stepping on his toes. And yet, he returned with this sweet reply:" i don't care if you step on me for 40 times, that is fine."
We gave each other a peck before i headed for my cinderella time (coz i gotta work the next day) and a big huggie..orrr!!
I got his email and the fact is......that email doesn't work. *sigh*
The following night, met up with Zhen, Christ and her 2 g.fs for thai buffet @Hyatt. Of course, i ate like a pig as usual. Hate to feel sorry for my stomach.
Think it's getting really late now.....need to sleep..more later..
Full clinic battle onz tomorrow!Wheee!
Saturday, April 17, 2004
Baby Love
Just received an email from my foot friend Joe and his lovely wife from Invercargill, NZ and congrats to their newly arrival of Amy Beth! She's such a sweetie and perhaps, I need to ask Ah Jan or JS of how to post a pic on the blog. Finally, the long awaiting family plan of having a child is fufilled. Joe was in the airforce for 10 years before deciding to pick up podiaty course ; while Kate works full time as a general practitioner to support Joe throughout the pod course. I'll always remember Joe as my partner- in crime /booze where we spend our free time hanging around the local pubs.
Speaking about having kids, I would really love to have my own someday of course. Not many, I'm asking for 2 (I'm not sexual bias). If I ever NOTget married, I wouldn't mind being a single mom. Simply because I do want feel the joys of upbringing a child and of course, there may be obstacles along the way plus, i'm willing to take the challenges in that.
D rang me from Switzerland yesterday and I was astonished to hear that he can't get into the uni there.In other words, he has to go through long distance relatiohship with R again. ORRR! Hence, I hope he'll be able to fufill his wish to come to Aust and study instead. At least, I feel another friend is closer to moi. And I do understand the amount of process that he has to go through (which can be really sux) so I'll always be here for u! :O)
Think I'll cook pasta tonight while trying to finish my palliative assignment SOON!
Arrghh!
Just received an email from my foot friend Joe and his lovely wife from Invercargill, NZ and congrats to their newly arrival of Amy Beth! She's such a sweetie and perhaps, I need to ask Ah Jan or JS of how to post a pic on the blog. Finally, the long awaiting family plan of having a child is fufilled. Joe was in the airforce for 10 years before deciding to pick up podiaty course ; while Kate works full time as a general practitioner to support Joe throughout the pod course. I'll always remember Joe as my partner- in crime /booze where we spend our free time hanging around the local pubs.
Speaking about having kids, I would really love to have my own someday of course. Not many, I'm asking for 2 (I'm not sexual bias). If I ever NOTget married, I wouldn't mind being a single mom. Simply because I do want feel the joys of upbringing a child and of course, there may be obstacles along the way plus, i'm willing to take the challenges in that.
D rang me from Switzerland yesterday and I was astonished to hear that he can't get into the uni there.In other words, he has to go through long distance relatiohship with R again. ORRR! Hence, I hope he'll be able to fufill his wish to come to Aust and study instead. At least, I feel another friend is closer to moi. And I do understand the amount of process that he has to go through (which can be really sux) so I'll always be here for u! :O)
Think I'll cook pasta tonight while trying to finish my palliative assignment SOON!
Arrghh!
Friday, April 16, 2004
EMPATHY
Just read Straits Times online earlier on and came across this piece of article saying people should learn to be more empathic rather than acting out of kindness only. I totally agree with this dude who wrote this article. It is true that even some bad people out there can be 'kind' to you but most likely, he/she doesn't possess the quality of being an empathic person. On the other hand, I think SG has to work a lot harder on kindness week or whatever that implements on nation's attitude.
Was chatting with KH earlier on and glad that he is progressing well on his job in SG. I was telling him that he's one of the friends whom I known from the digital zone and still manage to keep in touch till now. Amazing to see how time passes and surely, our ages catch up too.*lol* Watched the Passion of Christ earlier on and was telling this person' (coz I really don't know his name except he being a surgeon) that I was like a silly bean sobbing in the theatre. Gawd!
Tomorrow is the PJ night party with the indo girls and I must remind myself to head down to liqour store for more wines or spirits.
Otherwise, i need to catch with up with this f**king assignment and it's taking way too much time.
Eh, darling Zena,if you are checking my blog, time to throw away that TV of yours or whoever's and start mugging on your med papers.
If you don't do well, don't think about eating SHUI JIAO MIAN. Saying this for your own good! Erm, is this revealing too much of my maternal instinct??
Just read Straits Times online earlier on and came across this piece of article saying people should learn to be more empathic rather than acting out of kindness only. I totally agree with this dude who wrote this article. It is true that even some bad people out there can be 'kind' to you but most likely, he/she doesn't possess the quality of being an empathic person. On the other hand, I think SG has to work a lot harder on kindness week or whatever that implements on nation's attitude.
Was chatting with KH earlier on and glad that he is progressing well on his job in SG. I was telling him that he's one of the friends whom I known from the digital zone and still manage to keep in touch till now. Amazing to see how time passes and surely, our ages catch up too.*lol* Watched the Passion of Christ earlier on and was telling this person' (coz I really don't know his name except he being a surgeon) that I was like a silly bean sobbing in the theatre. Gawd!
Tomorrow is the PJ night party with the indo girls and I must remind myself to head down to liqour store for more wines or spirits.
Otherwise, i need to catch with up with this f**king assignment and it's taking way too much time.
Eh, darling Zena,if you are checking my blog, time to throw away that TV of yours or whoever's and start mugging on your med papers.
If you don't do well, don't think about eating SHUI JIAO MIAN. Saying this for your own good! Erm, is this revealing too much of my maternal instinct??
Thursday, April 15, 2004
Bloggie!
Had a great day at work with the lovely patients once again. One of the patients thinks I look too young to be a podiatrist! *lol* Was running li' late at the private practice before I had to hurry my way down to senior citizens'. Prescribed my 1st x-ray of the foot today..sound so impressive ....duh.
Tried to make myself to go for a run after work! I just have been a plain lazy bum to do my assignments too. Not happy. Took half an hour map and changed into my sports gear ASAP before I start to change my mind on my jogging plan.
Alright, think I better go and onik..........can't type anymore...
Someone said I shouldn;t spend too much time online..
Had a great day at work with the lovely patients once again. One of the patients thinks I look too young to be a podiatrist! *lol* Was running li' late at the private practice before I had to hurry my way down to senior citizens'. Prescribed my 1st x-ray of the foot today..sound so impressive ....duh.
Tried to make myself to go for a run after work! I just have been a plain lazy bum to do my assignments too. Not happy. Took half an hour map and changed into my sports gear ASAP before I start to change my mind on my jogging plan.
Alright, think I better go and onik..........can't type anymore...
Someone said I shouldn;t spend too much time online..
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Sipping a cuppa Lipton tea.....
Kinda tired from waking up to go work. Planned to watch Passion of Christ myself in the afternoon but i guess, nap is more important than anything else! My housemate, Rike bought me Chocs from shopping trip. SO sweet of her! And yes, PJYMAS party will be on with the girlies this Friday with boozing session along.yippee! I've been lagging on alcohol for quite sometime now.
Sorted out my assignment headings today and perhaps I'm able to start writing tomorrow!
Otherwise, D msged me again and why do people said they'll reply and yet they don't?
Somehow, I am on the verge of detesting guys...for so much they have caused the hurt in me or "betrayed" my kindness or emotions. And please, I'm not asking for it.
Come away with me album has been on the repeating mode.......the last song describes my feelings right now.
"it's not the pale moon, that excites me..
that thrills and delights me..
oh no, it's just the nearness of you...."
Kinda tired from waking up to go work. Planned to watch Passion of Christ myself in the afternoon but i guess, nap is more important than anything else! My housemate, Rike bought me Chocs from shopping trip. SO sweet of her! And yes, PJYMAS party will be on with the girlies this Friday with boozing session along.yippee! I've been lagging on alcohol for quite sometime now.
Sorted out my assignment headings today and perhaps I'm able to start writing tomorrow!
Otherwise, D msged me again and why do people said they'll reply and yet they don't?
Somehow, I am on the verge of detesting guys...for so much they have caused the hurt in me or "betrayed" my kindness or emotions. And please, I'm not asking for it.
Come away with me album has been on the repeating mode.......the last song describes my feelings right now.
"it's not the pale moon, that excites me..
that thrills and delights me..
oh no, it's just the nearness of you...."
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Oh no! I went out the whole day again. Freaking five or more assignments have been pilling one side and currently, I'm working on care for cancer patients so SLOWLY. *sigh
Woke up real late in the morning.Received a surpise SMS from H and supposed to have coffee but he got a flight later. And D msged me much earlier in the morning too and he has been busy with flights as well.Saw Anna online and we decided to go to Cotte for a cuppa. Rather chilling at the beach and I should have brought along my jacket. Chris msged me later in the day and she came over and picked me up. As usual, we have a fantastic dinner time with heaps of chats and yakkings. Too bad, she's going to mel for a change of enviroment. I'm sure gonna missed her and lost another clubbing kaki pal!So sad!
Spoke to R just now and we planned to have a big bash girlies Pjyamus +drinking party this friday night! woohoo! Hope the plan goes well. And one of the patients invited me over to her place for a nice perisan style dinner this friday.Can't wait for that to happen!
Speaking to Annie now on MSN and can't believe it is already close to 2am. I need to catch some beauty sleep soon. And right now, we are chatting about our exes...and i'm happy she understand about my past better than before. Yes, A is one of the best dudes i've ever been together.And least, Annie knows what/why I'm doing all these are for his and my best interests at heart.....I wish he knows the pain is as great as I felt deep in my heart too...
Woke up real late in the morning.Received a surpise SMS from H and supposed to have coffee but he got a flight later. And D msged me much earlier in the morning too and he has been busy with flights as well.Saw Anna online and we decided to go to Cotte for a cuppa. Rather chilling at the beach and I should have brought along my jacket. Chris msged me later in the day and she came over and picked me up. As usual, we have a fantastic dinner time with heaps of chats and yakkings. Too bad, she's going to mel for a change of enviroment. I'm sure gonna missed her and lost another clubbing kaki pal!So sad!
Spoke to R just now and we planned to have a big bash girlies Pjyamus +drinking party this friday night! woohoo! Hope the plan goes well. And one of the patients invited me over to her place for a nice perisan style dinner this friday.Can't wait for that to happen!
Speaking to Annie now on MSN and can't believe it is already close to 2am. I need to catch some beauty sleep soon. And right now, we are chatting about our exes...and i'm happy she understand about my past better than before. Yes, A is one of the best dudes i've ever been together.And least, Annie knows what/why I'm doing all these are for his and my best interests at heart.....I wish he knows the pain is as great as I felt deep in my heart too...
Monday, April 12, 2004
I've been a goody two shoe girl this weekend. No partying ;no boozing and in fact, more assignment work.Table is trying its best not to be looked as if i'm studying in a war zone. Went to Riverview church today with my friend Y coz she doesn't know how to get her way there. Generally, i'm glad my parents are pretty open minded. Dad doesn't mind if I follow friends to church (no doubt I'm not a christian or catholic) and yet he respects other religions too.That's absolutely cool.
On the contrary, my tears just rolled involuntarily after the screen just shown a few snippets of Passion of Christ -->especially when Jesus's hand got nailed to the crucifix. My heart felt the most deepest pain that I've ever come across....is that a calling?
After service, went to Kim Chee house in Northbridge and caught up a bit of updates with Y. Gave a few easter eggs to the kids at the church too. Guess it's more for the sake of my own health *lol* and being afraid of getting those extra calories.wtf?!
I've totally forgive J by now....somehow, I do hope he comes to the point and realises that he has just a potential good friend. I wanted to send the message to him..not sure shld i do it or not.The message is indicated in the previous entry..*frowns*
Met up C for coffee @Oriels and we chatted so much over the phone as well as at the cafe.It's amazing how our friendship blooms faster than anything else.
More work on Palliative care for cancer patients.....*sign* so depressing doing such assignments.
On the other hand, I'm yakking to multiple med friends on IRC (a lot easier tat way too).
On the contrary, my tears just rolled involuntarily after the screen just shown a few snippets of Passion of Christ -->especially when Jesus's hand got nailed to the crucifix. My heart felt the most deepest pain that I've ever come across....is that a calling?
After service, went to Kim Chee house in Northbridge and caught up a bit of updates with Y. Gave a few easter eggs to the kids at the church too. Guess it's more for the sake of my own health *lol* and being afraid of getting those extra calories.wtf?!
I've totally forgive J by now....somehow, I do hope he comes to the point and realises that he has just a potential good friend. I wanted to send the message to him..not sure shld i do it or not.The message is indicated in the previous entry..*frowns*
Met up C for coffee @Oriels and we chatted so much over the phone as well as at the cafe.It's amazing how our friendship blooms faster than anything else.
More work on Palliative care for cancer patients.....*sign* so depressing doing such assignments.
On the other hand, I'm yakking to multiple med friends on IRC (a lot easier tat way too).
Friday, April 09, 2004
Tis' Good is Long Weekend
I've never sleep so soundly for the past few weeks. The usual routine during the semester is making me of sleep deprivation. Woke up really late for the 1st time of the year.*lol* 11am? Nothing much on a Good Friday. Making full use of time to do research assignment and headed down to the beach to take sunset pics. The bloody clouds just hide the sun away! It could be the perfect picture.Better luck next time perhaps.
Ah jan was sweet to create another blog for moi. Haven't had the time to "renovate" on it but I'll get started prob in 2 weeks' time. As all of you know, I'm a HTML idoit.
Rang Birkenstock shoe store yesterday to express my interest in attending a FOOT PARTY. HEEHEE and podiatrists do get 30% off for selected shoes. And rang up another podiatrist to express my interest in volunterring my service for the poors at a local catholic church. At least, I feel that my quality of life will improve. It would be nice to see others "donating" their time to help unforunate ones too. Very often, people always say time=money. Wonder how many people out there do make full use of time wisely......or rather prefers to let time drift away slowly.
I've got bigger plans on my future now :ox. I'm just gonna whack it on my blog. I've dreamt of winning Woman of the Year. I think it is only when one has acheived at a higher level of status, people will then salute and appreciate your work. Getting recognition is one thing, gaining respect / setting a good role model for the people is my main objective for the world today. Fwah.......The key of the future is tomorrow. So I'll be taking one step at a time :O)
Wish someone can hear this message (To: J)
Not all the pebbles that you pick up along the way are the same,
some are ugly, some are beautiful, some are truthful, some are bad,
if you do pick up a good pebble and yet u break it,
the chances is that you may not pick another pebble as good as before.
So, I hope you will keep walking,
pick up the right pebble and learn to treasure it with all your heart.
I've never sleep so soundly for the past few weeks. The usual routine during the semester is making me of sleep deprivation. Woke up really late for the 1st time of the year.*lol* 11am? Nothing much on a Good Friday. Making full use of time to do research assignment and headed down to the beach to take sunset pics. The bloody clouds just hide the sun away! It could be the perfect picture.Better luck next time perhaps.
Ah jan was sweet to create another blog for moi. Haven't had the time to "renovate" on it but I'll get started prob in 2 weeks' time. As all of you know, I'm a HTML idoit.
Rang Birkenstock shoe store yesterday to express my interest in attending a FOOT PARTY. HEEHEE and podiatrists do get 30% off for selected shoes. And rang up another podiatrist to express my interest in volunterring my service for the poors at a local catholic church. At least, I feel that my quality of life will improve. It would be nice to see others "donating" their time to help unforunate ones too. Very often, people always say time=money. Wonder how many people out there do make full use of time wisely......or rather prefers to let time drift away slowly.
I've got bigger plans on my future now :ox. I'm just gonna whack it on my blog. I've dreamt of winning Woman of the Year. I think it is only when one has acheived at a higher level of status, people will then salute and appreciate your work. Getting recognition is one thing, gaining respect / setting a good role model for the people is my main objective for the world today. Fwah.......The key of the future is tomorrow. So I'll be taking one step at a time :O)
Wish someone can hear this message (To: J)
Not all the pebbles that you pick up along the way are the same,
some are ugly, some are beautiful, some are truthful, some are bad,
if you do pick up a good pebble and yet u break it,
the chances is that you may not pick another pebble as good as before.
So, I hope you will keep walking,
pick up the right pebble and learn to treasure it with all your heart.
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Dearest Blog,
Thank for a bunch of fabulous friends that I have that I've ever felt better than before ever since............(don't wish to repeat the details again). I understand that I may have fallen into a pit hole of lust and it'll not happen again.Special thanks for Eli who gave me those valuable comments and somehow, I've become more of a +ve person. Deleting all the information (online ) on that person was rather painful.In fact, not seeing his nick or information around makes me feel better. As i've mentioned earlier, I forgive him but I can't let him to remind of my sadness again.
On the lighter note, my boss gave me some Easter Choc eggs from Lindt. And I've bought my Easter bunny of the year is Lindt Gold bunny Dark choc.YUm. got the pic pasted on my friendster.
Anyway, can't crap any longer. have to focus on my research assignment. *gosh* let me get through this!
Thank for a bunch of fabulous friends that I have that I've ever felt better than before ever since............(don't wish to repeat the details again). I understand that I may have fallen into a pit hole of lust and it'll not happen again.Special thanks for Eli who gave me those valuable comments and somehow, I've become more of a +ve person. Deleting all the information (online ) on that person was rather painful.In fact, not seeing his nick or information around makes me feel better. As i've mentioned earlier, I forgive him but I can't let him to remind of my sadness again.
On the lighter note, my boss gave me some Easter Choc eggs from Lindt. And I've bought my Easter bunny of the year is Lindt Gold bunny Dark choc.YUm. got the pic pasted on my friendster.
Anyway, can't crap any longer. have to focus on my research assignment. *gosh* let me get through this!
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Dear bloggie,
I was almost in a lost zone once again. Deep at the bottom of my heart, I've forgiven that person who caused the hurt on me. Forgive, forget and move on. I do care a lot of my pride and dignity. No doubt he didn't show me the respect for who I am and took me for granted, I have learnt to forgive him and eyes of heaven can tell who are the baddies or goodies.I'm sure the baddies will get their fair share of retribution someday. But of course, I always hope for the good on people. Hope they will change to a better person than before.
GOD, why am I so forgiving?
I was almost in a lost zone once again. Deep at the bottom of my heart, I've forgiven that person who caused the hurt on me. Forgive, forget and move on. I do care a lot of my pride and dignity. No doubt he didn't show me the respect for who I am and took me for granted, I have learnt to forgive him and eyes of heaven can tell who are the baddies or goodies.I'm sure the baddies will get their fair share of retribution someday. But of course, I always hope for the good on people. Hope they will change to a better person than before.
GOD, why am I so forgiving?
Monday, April 05, 2004
Dear Bloggie,
Currently I'm at the Nursing Buliding 405 and just got over my research lab tutorial. Was feeling a little lazy waking up early in the morning but I'm still be able to reach the tut on time :P
Went to Betany Church with Y yesterday coz she doesn't know how to get there herself. Y is an indo-girl and also my previous housemate. She is one of the nicest girl whom I ever meet. Y always has this forgiving character and gives more than she takes. She brought along a Bible for me while she prefers to read the Bible in indo language. After church service, we suppose to go to Manise Indo resturant to eat but unfortunately, we arrived a little late. Having Japanese food was the next option then. We'll decide to head down to Riverview church for Easters then.
Went down to Metro last Saturday night. It was the last minute decision until Chris MSNed me to go along with her plus 2 other g.fs (J and Z). Chris was nice to pick me up at my place and gosh* never did I expect to click so well with the girlies.Yakking nonscensical stuffs in the car and I would call it a great bunch of party chicks! It wasn't that difficult than I expected to get a parking in the city. Unfortunately, Z and Chris would move to Mel in July and they keep asking me to tag along.
When we reached the Metro SuperClub, met a few regulars dudes there and prior to that, all the girls took turn to buy shooters ranging from Tequilia, Quickfart, Burbeon, and I can't remember the rest. I haven't been taking shooters for ages. To think that I had about 7 or 8 that night. Plus my favourite Vodka Redbull.
Saw G there and spoke to him for awhile. Even though G attempted to hit on me (but he has a g.f for pete's sake) and that frustrates me much earlier on, I felt sorry for him too. His Pa just passed away and I can imagine the huge amount of stresses that piled on top of his head.On the other hand, trying to concentrate on his flying career. I told my dentist g.f in Mt Isa about it, she commented I shouldn't be bothered too much and who cares what has happened to his situation.
From what I have learnt of life: If someone who tried to do the "bad" things to you, one ought to be more kind to him/her. It's like having the motto to love your enemy. The reason being since these people are just not worth my 2 cents to brood about it , so might as well, let it go and move on with my life.
I guess those baddies (I've met) will get their retribution someday and I'll let the Almighty to handle that.
Back to the club scene, all of us headed down for supper after that and thank godness i didnlt suffer from any hangover.Woohoo!
Just adding on, I spoke to H and A at the club too. I mean, why in the world when you got a g.f , you wanna fool around. And when the girl dumps you, the dude will say it's unfair.
Hope that makes some sense of What i'm trying to say here. In general, I told A and H that it's not easy to find the right kind of girl to be your sweetheart so should learn to cherish what both of you have to offer in a relationship. Love works both ways and if one crumbles, the other soon will collapse eventually. I told H that you can know as many girls as you want but there is a limit in whatever you do. I'm really glad that H loved his g.f a lot and he understands the concept of "being a fool for 9 secs and regret it for the next 9 months".
What a concept!
Currently I'm at the Nursing Buliding 405 and just got over my research lab tutorial. Was feeling a little lazy waking up early in the morning but I'm still be able to reach the tut on time :P
Went to Betany Church with Y yesterday coz she doesn't know how to get there herself. Y is an indo-girl and also my previous housemate. She is one of the nicest girl whom I ever meet. Y always has this forgiving character and gives more than she takes. She brought along a Bible for me while she prefers to read the Bible in indo language. After church service, we suppose to go to Manise Indo resturant to eat but unfortunately, we arrived a little late. Having Japanese food was the next option then. We'll decide to head down to Riverview church for Easters then.
Went down to Metro last Saturday night. It was the last minute decision until Chris MSNed me to go along with her plus 2 other g.fs (J and Z). Chris was nice to pick me up at my place and gosh* never did I expect to click so well with the girlies.Yakking nonscensical stuffs in the car and I would call it a great bunch of party chicks! It wasn't that difficult than I expected to get a parking in the city. Unfortunately, Z and Chris would move to Mel in July and they keep asking me to tag along.
When we reached the Metro SuperClub, met a few regulars dudes there and prior to that, all the girls took turn to buy shooters ranging from Tequilia, Quickfart, Burbeon, and I can't remember the rest. I haven't been taking shooters for ages. To think that I had about 7 or 8 that night. Plus my favourite Vodka Redbull.
Saw G there and spoke to him for awhile. Even though G attempted to hit on me (but he has a g.f for pete's sake) and that frustrates me much earlier on, I felt sorry for him too. His Pa just passed away and I can imagine the huge amount of stresses that piled on top of his head.On the other hand, trying to concentrate on his flying career. I told my dentist g.f in Mt Isa about it, she commented I shouldn't be bothered too much and who cares what has happened to his situation.
From what I have learnt of life: If someone who tried to do the "bad" things to you, one ought to be more kind to him/her. It's like having the motto to love your enemy. The reason being since these people are just not worth my 2 cents to brood about it , so might as well, let it go and move on with my life.
I guess those baddies (I've met) will get their retribution someday and I'll let the Almighty to handle that.
Back to the club scene, all of us headed down for supper after that and thank godness i didnlt suffer from any hangover.Woohoo!
Just adding on, I spoke to H and A at the club too. I mean, why in the world when you got a g.f , you wanna fool around. And when the girl dumps you, the dude will say it's unfair.
Hope that makes some sense of What i'm trying to say here. In general, I told A and H that it's not easy to find the right kind of girl to be your sweetheart so should learn to cherish what both of you have to offer in a relationship. Love works both ways and if one crumbles, the other soon will collapse eventually. I told H that you can know as many girls as you want but there is a limit in whatever you do. I'm really glad that H loved his g.f a lot and he understands the concept of "being a fool for 9 secs and regret it for the next 9 months".
What a concept!
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Family and Personal Values
It was a chilling Thursday morning.Had to attend 9am tutorial at the uni and my eyes still half closed.Feeling lethargic from work and study and doing assignments all on a roll.
Made an appointment to see a migration agent next Tue (if I've got my PR, the first thing is I wanna buy a house!*hopefully*). Called the insurance company, spoke to this dude which rattled like an Express train. What an idoit and he can't even answer my question on the public liability(for the period of insurance) practising as a podiatrist.
Pa rang up this morning.and chatted for about half an hour. He knows what has been going on lately and I'm so glad to have a dad like him.How easy can a Father be having to raise up his own kids, working till late, paying off endless amount of bills ranging from home to offices, car payements and daily expenses?
Pa always advise me that what a girl should have in her own values, so that guys will look upon you eventually. He hates the idea of girls having too dependent on their b.fs and fooling around themselves and making them sound so "cheapskate".
That's why I never like that kind of idea too. I love myself more than anything else. In the world of chaos today, people are so different with their mentalities and outlook or perspectives of life.
The question is " how much values do you think you have in yourself?"
People just do what they want and who would actually care to take an additional step of sparing the thoughts of others?
It was a chilling Thursday morning.Had to attend 9am tutorial at the uni and my eyes still half closed.Feeling lethargic from work and study and doing assignments all on a roll.
Made an appointment to see a migration agent next Tue (if I've got my PR, the first thing is I wanna buy a house!*hopefully*). Called the insurance company, spoke to this dude which rattled like an Express train. What an idoit and he can't even answer my question on the public liability(for the period of insurance) practising as a podiatrist.
Pa rang up this morning.and chatted for about half an hour. He knows what has been going on lately and I'm so glad to have a dad like him.How easy can a Father be having to raise up his own kids, working till late, paying off endless amount of bills ranging from home to offices, car payements and daily expenses?
Pa always advise me that what a girl should have in her own values, so that guys will look upon you eventually. He hates the idea of girls having too dependent on their b.fs and fooling around themselves and making them sound so "cheapskate".
That's why I never like that kind of idea too. I love myself more than anything else. In the world of chaos today, people are so different with their mentalities and outlook or perspectives of life.
The question is " how much values do you think you have in yourself?"
People just do what they want and who would actually care to take an additional step of sparing the thoughts of others?
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